Rollercoaster

If i am being honest the past 5 months have been a roller coaster. Many different things have happened. Many first and many lasts. Many endings and beginnings. Much laughter, smiles, tears, and memories. Life has a way of doing things or telling you things. Two words that I have been trying to focus on and cling to is Patience and Positive. Sometimes God's plan is far greater than we can ever imagine, but the things is we have to have faith in it and in ourselves along the way. We have to trust God that He will do His will, but it will happen in HIS timing. That can be the hard part is His timing. I have closed one chapter in my life book and I am trying to start a new one, except right now I feel like their is writers block going on. But in all reality how can God have writers block? Its the part when my faith is not where is should be and where it has been before. There has been many pros and cons to being home the past 5 months and i can't believe that it has been that long. Figuring out the next step in life has been very difficult, with doors being shut and no more being opened this has caused strain on myself and on relationships. Positive and Patience, it will happen when it is meant to happen and to make sure I get there I have to remain positive and know that God has great things planned for me.